I had a weird dream last night that I grew a moustache.
Honestly, I don’t know where it came from, but it was a bit of a shock — you know those dreams where it feels really real? Yeah, freaky.

⏳ Life Happens, Energy Vanishes

A little time has passed, but I’m only uploading these when I have the time — as you know, life happens, and sometimes I just can’t get to the computer. Or, more accurately, I’m drained. Properly. Completely. Spiritually tea-less.

💼 Mask On, Smile Fixed

Work’s been one of the things keeping me moving forward — even when my brain is a foggy marsh. I wear a constant mask there. It rarely slips. I’m the “smiley one.” I hope they think I’m pleasant too, but that’s another story.

I don’t really care what people think of me (not that much), but I work in a close-knit team. I can’t say what I do — redacted for mystery — but I can say DJ Italy’s erratic energy and kindness (they ordered pizza for everyone) meant more than they knew. Probably just a Tuesday for them. But for me, it was a moment of connection I really needed.

😶 Opinions Are Like Teabags…

I like to think I get along with everyone. But, let’s face it — you’re never going to be everyone’s cup of tea (or coffee, for the caffeine heathens). And that’s okay. It’s them. Everyone’s entitled to their opinion — even if it’s wrong. 😌

Honestly, I think I’m hilarious.

🔄 The BPD Loop: New Ideas, Old Patterns

Lately, I’ve been thinking about retraining. Into what? Who knows.
It might just be the BPD flaring up — all that big energy, sudden goals, a thousand tabs open in my brain — right before I end up burrito’d in a blanket with zero executive function.

But I’m still doing something… maybe? Thinking counts.

🎮 Mods, Distractions & Other Coping Mechanisms

So come along for the ride. Maybe I’ll change careers.
Maybe I’ll get back to my PS5 and keep redoing the character creator on Baldur’s Gate 3.

(Too many mods. I love them all. This is who I am now.)